MESSAGES FROM ABOVE

Powerful dreams...
#1 There I stood in a dark and crowded cafeteria. I seemed to be front row and center. We were waiting for something to start. I began to look around me and realized that I was standing in between my granny and my Aunt Martha. We were standing shoulder to shoulder. No one spoke, but I couldn't help but think that I was not supposed to there. After all they were both in Heaven. I was thrilled to see both of them. They both just smiled and we started to rock back and forth, shoulder to shoulder and sing. " Lean on me when your not strong and I'll be your friend and I'll help you carry on. Lean on me..." As we were singing I noticed that I had my arms wrapped around a young boy. I was resting my head on his, and looked down at his shirt and printed on the front of his shirt in hugh block white print was I AM WITH GOD. I can't describe the love and peacefulness that surrounded me. Suddenly a great white light entered the room from the right. Following the light were women whom seem to be from our family church. Each of them carrying some sort of baked pie or cake. Suddenly a hugh white cake with a beautiful peace lily which laid across the top stopped in front of me and was put on a table. It brought me such peace. I realized that this cake was for me. As we continued to sing " Lean on me, cause it won't be long and I'm going to need somebody to lean on."

I instantly knew that this dream was meaningful. I felt so comforted. I began to cry and phoned my mother with the details, and she was instantly worried. I however felt such love and peace from the dream, I took it as a good omen. I still prayed that God would guide me and show me what he needed.

#2 About a month or so later, I dreamt that I was at St. Judes hospital. I was pushing someone in a wheel chair and we were with other children. I could see the back of a bald head, and knew that it was a child that I was helping. The most I remember is the that feeling of peacefulness. I couldn't get it out of my mind. I couldn't shake it. I wondered why this dream stuck with me. It felt so real, as if I was really there. I wondered if I would get that same feeling again if I actually worked there. I also mentioned this dream to my mom and a few friends at work. Just explaining how good it felt to be a part of something so real and powerful. I still can't believe how such a simple dream had such a hugh impact.

Some time later, I was home with Kaleb, who had a headache, he had fallen asleep and I was just lying with him. I heard a woman's voice, she said " it's cancer". I began to pray and become fearful that someone close to me was very sick. Only a few days later while taking a nap with Rick beside me, I heard the voice again. She shouted this time, " it's cancer, it's cancer, it's cancer." I sat straight up in the bed and asked Rick if he heard the voice. He looked at me like I was crazy and I expained. I knew then that someone was definitely sick. I started to pray again. I asked God to continue to place guardian Angels with all of my loved ones to heal and protect them. I was really worried about my step father and mother and Rick. Both Tom and Rick just dealt with different cancers.

Then Kalebs headaches started to become more and more frequent, and we all began to worry. I still didn't connect the dots. I guess I wouldn't let myself. On the day of his diagnosis I already knew. I guess I had known for months. I know that God has a plan. He has blessed me with my dreams. He led me to St. Judes for treatment. He has enabled the best care. He has given me all of the love and support I could ask for. I feel honored that he thought that much of me to protect me, to help each of us and show me that I'm not alone. Everytime I become unsure, I find myself swaying back and forth singing " lean on me, when your not strong...",
and this is how I cope. This is truly a gift of love and it came from above.

Thank you Lord, for the blessings we have received. With you, I know you have a plan. I trust you and I'm very blessed everyday to be a part of your plan.